Aislinn's Treasures The Interview and Punishment

It is the middle of the night and I am soothing Aislinn again.  I am sure it is a nightmare involving The Monster.  The Monster is a former nurse that abused Aislinn.  Aislinn still fears that the criminally charged Monster will harm her.

I can only imaging the deepth of the Aislinn's  psychological scarring. The out pour of support has been something beautiful and bitter sweet.  

I told the story of Aislinn's abuse to our local 9news channel. A gifted journalist interviewed me and the rest of my family. I cried a lot more that day.  I am sharing the heartfelt article with you in hopes of saving even one family from this horrible and life changing event!  Perhaps we can roar together to change the current laws in 14 states that do not require background check for nurses.  Here is the link to the article aired yesterday AND a warning that it is graphic.
http://www.9news.com/news/crime/nurse-charged-with-abusing-disabled-child-/340053672

I know my struggles with the finding justice may not be your passion, however, one day you may change your mind. Wouldn't it be nice to have a peace knowing there were documented legal cases and updated laws to one day protect yourself, your children, and your elderly parents from  the same heinous abuse?

We recently received an update regarding the charges bought against The Monster.  The Assistant District Attorney (ADA) is willing to plea bargain the felony charges down to disdemeanor charges and such Please know that nothing has been agreed to formally.  That will happen on Monday October 22, 2016.

Misdemeanor charges are not justice for the crimes committed against my severe special needs daughter Aislinn or anyone else going through the same thing!

I do encourage you to join me in my ROAR.  Perhaps you feel compelled to reach out to the ADA on this case.  The DA's office feels that misdemeanor charges equals justice for Aislinn. Be a part of The Voice for a conviction of a felony and to NOT agree to a plea down to a misdemeanor by sharing your thoughts with the DA's office before Monday morning's arraignment at Tbuchalter@da18.state.co.us.

Let's ROAR together!  

Love, 

Michelle Voss-Shelley

(Mom to 10 year old Aislinn living with a miscoded GRIN1 gene) 

(butterflyicebaby@gmail.com)

Aislinn's Treasures The Voice

It is the eve of finding out whether or not the licensed nurse (a.k.a. The Monster) decides to take the case to trial or not or try to make a plea bargain.  The Monster was charged with multiple felonies pertaining to repeat assaults on my sweet Aislinn.

I am a wreck!  I am exhausted!  I believe this has been the biggest darkness in my life.

It's been nearly three months since The Monster last assaulted Aislinn.  Countless hours have been spent tending to Aislinn's trauma. She still fears the lift system, changing table, wheelchair, and bed.  She still has trouble sleeping.  I can only imagine that she is dreaming of... The Monster?!?

We all have worked none stop to sooth and reassure her that The Monster is never coming back.  The Monster will no longer physically harm my defenseless baby girl.

It has been a living nightmare knowing Aislinn was tortured by a person of trust.  She' s been harmed in ways that only God and time can heal.  The scary thing is no one knows how much time Aislinn has left on Earth.  Will it be long enough time for me to see the return of the joy and laughter in her soul?  

Most of Aislinn's life her daddy and I have been her voice for things like a her right to an education, treatment for illnesses, extensive medical testing, surgeries, selecting a team of expert doctors/therapies, and securing licensed professional care.  

We are now The Voice regarding this sickening and life changing event.  The Voice has talked to the amazing local SVU team.  Tears of pain and frustration have been shared with the local District Attorney's Office. Has The Voice been strong and loud enough to help maintain felony charges against The Monster?   Guess we will all find out soon...

Love,

Michelle Voss- Shelley

(Mom to 10 year old Aislinn living with a miscoded GRIN1)

(butterfly I've baby I gmail.com) 

The Monster

You are a monster in every sense of the word.  You are evil in its sickest form.  You are inhuman.

I made a grave mistake in trusting you as a skill professional to care for my terminally ill daughter.

You must think you're pretty bass ass to repeatedly assault a nine-year-old little girl who is wheelchair bound, 100% dependent to meet her daily living needs, and is unable to speak. 

You must have thought you could get away with it.  Or maybe you're so sick, you did not care if you got caught repeatedly and violently pulling my helpless daughter's hair, dropping the 14-pound lift machine on her chest knowing she lacked the ability to block it, twisting her right arm in a fit of rage, slamming her head into the lift machine, or giving breath taking strikes with your elbow into her chest, stomach, and thighs or screaming obscenities at her.

You are an opportunistic child abuser.  I had read about child abusers and their artful tactics of how, where and when to abuse.  Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think you would do such heinous things to my baby girl. 

The one thing about most criminals is they are stupid.  You unleashed such physical abuse against Aislinn's fragile little body it began to tell me everything she couldn't verbally say.  Her body told me...Mommy, someone it hurting me!  Mommy, I am afraid to sleep!  Mommy, the bruising is not going away!  Mommy, see this deep new bruise on my right thigh?  Mommy, I am afraid of my changing table.  Mommy, the lift system scares me!  Mommy, I see a MONSTER! 

In horror, I watched video after video of you assaulting my daughter.  The videos don't lie.  It confirms everything Aislinn's tortured body was telling me.  I have cried every night since viewing the first video and your swift termination.  I don't sleep well.  Aislinn doesn't sleep well.  She continues to have panic attacks on her changing table, in the lift system, in her bed and in her wheelchair!! 

I broke down in hysterical tears and emotional pain when Aislinn's lifelong pediatrician and Children's Hospital Colorado filed child abuse reports and documented the physical harm you cause in all of your rage.  With your repeat assaults day after day, I know in my heart of hearts you cause her medicine port/central line to fail resulting in its surgical replacement!

I pray for justice for Aislinn.  I hope DORA irrevocably suspends your nursing license.  I hope the state of Colorado maintains its felony charges against you.  I hope you are never able to care for At Risk Juveniles or Adults or any individual for that matter!!! 

If your monstrosity can be rehabilitated, I hope you spend the rest of your life in deep remorse and sadness for assaulting my beautiful daughter who did nothing to provoke your evil!

I will spend the rest of my life making sure my beautiful tribe is educated and protected from the likes of you.  No parent should have to live this nightmare!

Mommy heard you Aislinn!  Mommy is seeking justice for you!  And yes, the MONSTER is gone!!  I will help kiss away the deep bruises, the physical and emotional scars!  

Love,

Michelle D. Voss-Shelley

(Mom to ten year old Aislinn with a GRIN1 mutation) (butterflyicebaby@gmail.com)