The Monster

You are a monster in every sense of the word.  You are evil in its sickest form.  You are inhuman.

I made a grave mistake in trusting you as a skill professional to care for my terminally ill daughter.

You must think you're pretty bass ass to repeatedly assault a nine-year-old little girl who is wheelchair bound, 100% dependent to meet her daily living needs, and is unable to speak. 

You must have thought you could get away with it.  Or maybe you're so sick, you did not care if you got caught repeatedly and violently pulling my helpless daughter's hair, dropping the 14-pound lift machine on her chest knowing she lacked the ability to block it, twisting her right arm in a fit of rage, slamming her head into the lift machine, or giving breath taking strikes with your elbow into her chest, stomach, and thighs or screaming obscenities at her.

You are an opportunistic child abuser.  I had read about child abusers and their artful tactics of how, where and when to abuse.  Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think you would do such heinous things to my baby girl. 

The one thing about most criminals is they are stupid.  You unleashed such physical abuse against Aislinn's fragile little body it began to tell me everything she couldn't verbally say.  Her body told me...Mommy, someone it hurting me!  Mommy, I am afraid to sleep!  Mommy, the bruising is not going away!  Mommy, see this deep new bruise on my right thigh?  Mommy, I am afraid of my changing table.  Mommy, the lift system scares me!  Mommy, I see a MONSTER! 

In horror, I watched video after video of you assaulting my daughter.  The videos don't lie.  It confirms everything Aislinn's tortured body was telling me.  I have cried every night since viewing the first video and your swift termination.  I don't sleep well.  Aislinn doesn't sleep well.  She continues to have panic attacks on her changing table, in the lift system, in her bed and in her wheelchair!! 

I broke down in hysterical tears and emotional pain when Aislinn's lifelong pediatrician and Children's Hospital Colorado filed child abuse reports and documented the physical harm you cause in all of your rage.  With your repeat assaults day after day, I know in my heart of hearts you cause her medicine port/central line to fail resulting in its surgical replacement!

I pray for justice for Aislinn.  I hope DORA irrevocably suspends your nursing license.  I hope the state of Colorado maintains its felony charges against you.  I hope you are never able to care for At Risk Juveniles or Adults or any individual for that matter!!! 

If your monstrosity can be rehabilitated, I hope you spend the rest of your life in deep remorse and sadness for assaulting my beautiful daughter who did nothing to provoke your evil!

I will spend the rest of my life making sure my beautiful tribe is educated and protected from the likes of you.  No parent should have to live this nightmare!

Mommy heard you Aislinn!  Mommy is seeking justice for you!  And yes, the MONSTER is gone!!  I will help kiss away the deep bruises, the physical and emotional scars!  

Love,

Michelle D. Voss-Shelley

(Mom to ten year old Aislinn with a GRIN1 mutation) (butterflyicebaby@gmail.com)